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20 EP

by Evan Diem

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1.
20 01:58
You never let me in to hell does that promise ring any bells? and I feel like the rest don't care, and they probably don't. And I know they wouldn't dare and they probably won't. I'm not a bad guy to be, I swear but maybe that's just me and I see. 20/20 with my glasses on 20-30 years away 2015's what I see right now This is 20, this is 20. I wish you let me see you, you know it's not just 'cause you're a knockout, TK, oh I know all the rest don't care, but they don't say Soon they'll be nothing for me here, I'll be on my way I'm not a bad guy to be, I swear but maybe that's just me (And I see)
2.
Find It Here 02:31
If you want someone to make you happy you're not gonna find it here If you like your romance fancy you're not gonna find it here There's somewhere you can go where everything feels new again and that somewhere is away from here If you want something to feel right look for it over there If you won't feel bad about last night You'll be happier over there There's someone you can try when the same flavor gets old and that someone will make you feel alive again If you want your dream to last forever then you can't come back here Love is a would you rather stay there or come back here Sometimes you need to go and never come back because when you do nothing will be the same
3.
WA Res Hall 03:25
You meant so much to me I'm sad that you're gone but why would I not be? when they're tearing down my home I'd like to go along those men don't see what I see and I think this building should stand forever because it already stands for love and friends greater than its parts when you total them all up I think this place could stand the test of time even if I don't know how I've been told people don't like change I never really knew that until now I didn't know where to go when they put me there but what do I know? and what did I care? then I found myself a family and a second growing up They're there when you've had too much or haven't had enough we are one, united, family and no one will ever take that away from me and I think this building could stand forever because it already stands for love and friends greater than its parts when you total them all up I think this place could stand the test of time even if I don't know how I've been told we don't like change and I know that now And we could climb up to the roof top and stand there 'til it caves in you don't have to stand forever as long as you stood for something
4.
The bigger they are the harder they fall so you must be the biggest of them all the things you say, they all get back to me a facet of your coward's apathy I see in your eyes like a double wide projector the intent of your façade breaks under a wise inspector I know you care and I know that scares you I see the signs when the white light shines through but I don't know why you would try to hide from yourself The more you strain the harder the fight the dog's bark is stronger than its bite but if you give a man a target and a gun you'll soon find he shot at more than one but I don't know where you're aiming I can't see your sights you can take off your mask and still be all right I know you care and I know that scares you I see the signs when the white light shines through I know you care, that's okay, it scares you I see the signs when the white light shines through but I don't know why you would try to hide from yourself
5.
If you've ever seen a spider build a web it's one of the most beautiful things in the world and even if you don't like spiders you've got to appreciate what they do If you've ever sat and looked at a spider they're some of the most interesting people they're small and timid and afraid so when you see them, they're just like you because we are spiders we are disgusting and we are scary to everyone who's not like us. Yes, we are spiders we have four more legs and arms hiding in our tiny arachnid hearts yes we are spiders If you've ever seen a spider spin its silk it's like weaving a tight rope as you walk across it if a human could do that you would be amazed by that skill If you've ever heard a spider screaming when you slam a door near their web the vibrations make them scatter as with a crack of thunder just like you will
6.
You came in looking for something to buy I don't remember what but I remember your eyes one was dull green, the other pale gray they were enough to get me through the day and the next day and the next day and the next day too We only sold simple things, but candy rings, soap and string were enough to keep you coming back almost every day to get some more and keep me transfixed on the bell above the door when you came in my heart was in my throat somehow also in my toes I don't remember anything I said but I know I meant every word It took me a month to ask your name See I was afraid it wasn't gonna be the same but it was and I was so happy I could die and I thought "this is why, this is why I'm alive" "You must be why I am alive" You told me you were new in town rolled in from 2 miles east to help your mother around you hit my arm when I asked what I could do you asked if I could fix a couple things for you I drove you home in my dad's brand new Ford, a Model T that he adored you gave me your handkerchief when my head got hot, and I've kept it to this day. It felt like minutes from then 'til I had to go It felt like centuries on that boat I never had a chance to come back that was hell But one green and one gray I'd know those eyes anywhere you came from across the ocean like my last, greatest answered prayer I gave your handkerchief back to you and I started to break down too I've asked you so much in my life but now will you stay with me? And then you said yes, and then you said yes. And I was so happy I could die when I heard that yes It's been too long, my whole lifetime's past since I was new to those eyes

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An album about how being 20 in 2015 feels suspiciously like being 19 in 2014 and other miscellaneous tunes.

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released February 3, 2015

Thanks to Joseph Kiley for the album art, as usual.
Thanks to the effervescent Ben Mueller, the supreme Spencer Newton and the recherché Caroline Reger.

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Evan Diem Syracuse, New York

Relatable songs on overly-specific subjects.

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